Wednesday, January 1, 2025

Editor's Corner

January 2025





                                                   Mary E. Adair

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“The only limit to our realization of tomorrow
is our doubts of today.”
– Franklin D. Roosevelt


We had a lovely trip to the North Texas area late in October for the wedding of a Great-Grandson to his preacher's daughter. We were home by the end of the first week of November to dscover the new dilemma.


Still experiencing difficulty (make that impossibility) when we attempt including pictures. Our webmaster is the one to solve such problems, and will have a solution. Meanwhile not all the pics chosen for publishing are being done. Check out the column by Mike Craner , who becomes a jolly Santa during Christmas season.


Marilyn Carnell talks about refreshing one of her crafting hobbies in January's "Sifoddling Along" column. Thomas F. O'Neill greets everyone in a cheery New Year exuberance in "Introspective."


Mattie Lennon's column "Irish Eyes" as an avid reader-reviewer himself urges that his choices be included with your own. His column "Irish Eyes" expounds on the author of Tales of A Patchwork Life, Brighid McLaughlin. Pauline Evanosky discloses "Aspects of My Psychic Life" in her column "Woo Woo."


Judith Kroll's column "On Trek" repeats her discussion about "waking up" to what is controlling your life. "Armchair Genealogy" by columnist Melinda Cohenour has a few updates on the use of investigative forensics using DNA. "Cooking with Rod's Family" presents granddaughter Erin's recipes this issue.


John I. Blair's new poem this month, "Sometimes" is a loving, sentimental remembrance of Clara, his late wife. Two of his favorite poems "Looking for Spring" and "Step by Step" appear as encores. Walt Perryman's poems are "Merry Christmas - Tree?", "Christmas Eve in Texas," "'Tis The Day After Christmas," and "Wishing Everyone A Happy New Year." Bud Lemire's poems are "Building a Playlist," "Looking back on The Year," and "Martha & Mike." Bruce Clifford's two poems for us are "Engraved in My Mind" and "Free from This."


As always we continue to rely on our co-founder and webmaster Mike Craner. With this eZine looking forward to the February issue which begins Volume 28 online, he is the one we trust for our status quo. Thank you, Mike, for all you accomplish. I shall continue to place our confidence in him as we have in the past.

See you in February!


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Mike's Place

 


By Michael L. Craner

What does Christmas mean to me? Sharing it with family. Simple and homemade gifts mean the most to me, but even without those just spending it with family is everything.


You see, in the winter of 1993/1994 (last century) I was attached to the United Nations and deployed half a world away to Croatia. I didn't spend it with my family, I didn't spend it with my new family.


I slept in a small section of a tent at the end of an airport runway. Where when the heater worked it drove you out and stank of diesel exhaust, and when it failed (weekly) we froze, during the largest recorded snowfall in modern history for the area. Gunshots fired over camp to commemorate Christmas and New Years rather than safer fireworks.


I missed my first anniversary, first Christmas with my first son, New Years, and his first birthday. I was in a land, doing my job, helping people that really didn't want us there in the first place. I did it because it was my job and I swore an oath.


Now, we did our best to celebrate together, all US military branches. French, Swedes, others, even Russians. Yes, the cold war was suddenly over and we found ourselves shoulder to shoulder, working together. It was a unique and touching time, but it was still away from my familes, so it was also cold, dark, and sad.


I spent a lot of holidays away, and thats why they mean so much to me now. As hard as it can be a times to be with your family, life is too short to not embrace the chances we get to be together. Be the magic, make those memories and cherish the time you have with them because tomorrow isn’t guaranteed.


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Armchair Genealogy

 


By Melinda Cohenour

Happy New Year! May 2025 usher in a wonderful year filled with good health, joy, love, inspiration, prosperity and great discoveries.


This past year your author had great plans for family research. Unfortunately, as happens with plans, life often delivers detours, unexpected hazards, and heartbreaking roadblocks. Therefore, this upcoming year requires a new route to embark upon. Some projects will continue to demand attention; some may merely appear and entice our pursuit.

    1. The Gilgo Beach Serial Murderer (otherwise known as LISK, or the Long Island Serial Killer.

    This case first drew my attention more than a decade ago when the evening news announced the discovery on that brushy beach area of human remains described as being bound in burlap, followed immediately thereafter by the discovery of not one but three additional sets of remains very near the first.

    As the story continued to unfold, interested readers faced numerous delays in news reports from investigating police. In the beginning, actually, the police department itself became the news. A seemingly unending litany of corruption, misdirection, criminal activity, ongoing internal investigation and conviction of top officials

    This complication led to the Gilgo Beach murders becoming, in essence, cold cases. It was several years later those cases were brought to the forefront. Old, old case notes and a mountain of evidentiary materials were exposed to fresh eyes and new theories.

    The initial count of victims exposed as a result of thorough searches numbered eleven: Shannan Gilbert, the missing woman whose disappearance first triggered the discovery in the first place; the four women whose remains were first discovered and are known as the Gilgo Beach four; partial remains consisting of four "packaged" sets of body parts resulting from dismemberment (most were skulls, hands, feet, or legs lacking torsos or trunks in most cases); and two puzzling skeletal findings which would later become known as the Asian trans male dressed in women's clothing and a toddler linked through DNA analysis to the partial remains known as Peaches.

    Years have been devoted to identification of the victims whose remains had been strewn along a fairly compact stretch of beach. DNA has been utilized extensively to accomplish that critical starting point.

    In concert with the effort to identify the victims, forensic teams have painstakingly examined the remains, the packaging materials, the burial sites, and the binding materials (belts, duct tape, and so forth) for clues to the identity of their murderer.

    In July of 2023 a long awaited arrest was made. An unlikely perpetrator was encircled by a team of law enforcement officers representing several agencies and departments and taken into custody. Rex Andrew Heuermann, a married man with a biological daughter and a special needs stepson, who owned his own architectural firm located in a prominent area of New York City was quickly subdued. He remains in custody.

    Initially charged with the murders of Melissa Barthelemy, Megan Waterman and ber Costello, he was later charged also with the murder of Maureen Mainard-Barnes.

    Earlier in 2024, new charges for Heuermann were brought for the murders of Jessica Taylor and ... Surprise, surprise ... an as yet unconnected victim named Sandra Castilla whose death occurred in 1993.

    Latest news: In December of 2024, charges were brought in the death of Valerie Mack. This was the victim everyone expected to be named along with Jessica Taylor. Their dismembered torsos were discovered years ago in Manorville New York, Mack in 2000 and Taylor in 2003 and their "missing parts" later discovered on Gilgo Beach. That brings the victim count officially charged to Rex Heuermann to seven, six of whom were tied to Gilgo Beach.

    Shannan Gilbert is not believed to be one of his victims, although the search for her led to the discovery of the additional remains. Six of the victims were discarded on Gilgo Beach. Four sets of remains have not been officially ascribed to Heuermann: Peaches, whose dismembered torso revealed a unique tattoo on one breast of a peach dripping either tears or blood, has not been identified although many (including your author) have unsuccessfully attempted to follow posted DNA family members and name her; second is Peaches' baby girl whose body was found wrapped in a baby blanket with gold jewelry similar to pieces left with her mother's remains; third the Asian male who appears to have identified as female, and fourth Karen Vergara known for years as Fire Island Jane Doe.

    New evidence presented in the latest court documents indicate police have been able to determine there were similarities between the cutting instruments used to dismember Mack and Taylor, as well as the garbage bags containing their remains, the bail application says.

    No court date for trial hasn't as yet been scheduled although it is expected Heuermann will appear for interim hearings.

    2. Five Brick Walls: Research will continue in the effort to locate documentary or genetic proof to identify the individuals who provide the genetic link needed. If found, a column will cover the find. (Fingers crossed!)
    3. Deeper research into newly discovered DNA matches of yours truly. Or, for my grandson and granddaughter-in-love whose DNA test results I manage.
    4. Any groundbreaking discoveries related to DNA processes, methods, procedures, cures, etc.
    5. Whatever may float my boat ...


This column is dear to me because Armchair Genealogy is my passion. Please explore your own. It is unbelievable how CONNECTED you may become to those ancestors who contributed to making you YOU!


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Introspective

 


By Thomas F. O'Neill

Another year is over, and a new one has just begun.


January carries symbolic significance in many spiritual and religious traditions as it marks the beginning of a new year. The spiritual meaning of January often revolves around themes of renewal, new beginnings, and setting intentions for the year ahead. It is a time for reflection, introspection, and spiritual growth.


In various belief systems worldwide, January may be associated with rituals, ceremonies, and practices aimed at letting go of the past, seeking forgiveness, and embracing hope for the future. For example, it is common for individuals to engage in prayer, meditation, or other spiritual activities as a way of aligning themselves with their deeper intentions and aspirations for the coming year.


The symbolism of January often extends to concepts such as rebirth, transformation, and the potential for personal and collective evolution. It is seen as an opportunity to cultivate positive change, deepen one's spiritual connection, and embrace a sense of purpose as the year unfolds.


The spiritual meaning of January can vary widely depending on individual beliefs, traditions, and cultural contexts. Still, it generally represents a time of spiritual significance and an opportunity for inner growth and renewal.


The New Year of 2025 is now upon us, with new hopes and resolutions. It is now out with the old and in with the new; may you be happy the whole year through.


Let this new year be filled not just with warm wishes and new hopes but with joyful hearts.


From my heart to yours, I wish all of you a promising and fulfilling New Year !!!!


Always with love
Thomas F O'Neill

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Cooking with Rod's Family

 By Melinda Cohenour


Well, we've known for years our granddaughter Erin Elaine Bostick is a superb baker. Cakes, cupcakes, pies, muffins, cookies all turn out perfect.


What she is now becoming is a creative cook as well. She's mastered the slow cooker, microwave, air fryer, electric and stovetop skillets. So the basic modern day skills are there. Having been the chief cook for her household the last few years, she is now branching out into creating or modifying recipes to delight her guests or family.


These two recipes absolutely delighted ME, her adoring grandmother. And Pop would have loved both the soup and the cornbread. (Loyal readers may remember he delivered a column focused on variations of cornbread a few years ago. Miss him, I do!)


Try both recipes in concert. I'm sure you'll love them,


Bon appetit~!

Erin's Potato Paradise Soup

Ingredients:

    * 2 jumbo baking potatoes, cubed and boiled
    * 6 large Russet potatoes, cubed and boiled
    * 1 cup celery, diced
    * 2 cans 14 oz Cream of Chicken soup
    * 2 cans 14 oz Cream of Mushroom soup
    * 1 cup green onion, bulb and green, diced
    * 2 cans 14 oz whole kernel corn, drained
    * 1 bag (about 1 oz) bacon bits
    * 1/4 brick Velveeta cheese, cubed


Instructions:

    1. Cube potatoes and add to medium saucepan. Cover with water, bring to a boil, lower temperature and simmer until tender. Add potatoes and water to a large stew pot.
    2. Add all 4 cans of soup, rinse to use all the soup with about half a can of water in each.
    3. In saucepan used for potatoes, add 3 Tablespoons butter or margarine. Heat just until melted. Add celery and onions. Stir until onion bulb is translucent and celery is softened. Add to large stew pot.
    4. Add remaining ingredients, keep temp on Medium High, stir frequently until heated through. Stir often to make sure soup ingredients do not stick and scorch.
5. Serve with Erin's Cheesy Rotel Cornbread

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Erin's Cheesy Rotel Cornbread

Ingredients:

    * 2 boxes Jiffy cornbread mix
    * Add per box instructions egg and water
    * 1 can 10 oz Rotel
    * 1 can whole kernel corn, drained
    * 1/4 brick Velveeta cheese, cubed


Instructions:

    1. Prepare 2 boxes Jiffy according to box instructions.
    2. Add Rotel, corn, and cubed Velveeta. Stir well.
    3. Spray 10 inch oven proof casserole dish with Pam cooking spray. Pour cornbread mixture into this dish. Use spatula to bake all the mix.
    4. Bake in preheated 375° oven for 15 minutes.


Serve to accompany soup, or chili, or any other stew or chowder.


This cornbread is moist in the middle, crust is perfectly browned and tastes delicious!


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Irish Eyes


 


By Mattie Lennon

READING FOR THE NEW YEAR

Start your 2025 reading with two fabulous books. Tales of a Patchwork Life  and Left at the Lamb.


In Tales of a Patchwork Life, Brighid McLaughlin, folk artist, journalist, storyteller and writer among other things, brings the reader on a step by step journey through her life of adventure, research, tragedy and every emotion known to the human race. In chapter one she brings you on a guided tour of her little cottage in Dalkey, County Dublin. Of this cottage which was built in 1875 she says, "Twas here the most profound things happened to me." Her ability to paint word pictures means that the reader can almost smell the turf smoke from the open fire and hear the fried herrings sizzling in butter. Among the links to her past are, “ . . . a horsehair snare that I associate with my father’s life and stories: a rusty madeleine tray, a poignant reminder of the last thing my sister gave me two nights before she was murdered; an old iron crane . . .” Part of a long list of items each one a reminder of love, ambition, death and hope.


From her humble abode in Dalkey we are taken back in time to her childhood home in north county Dublin where her father who spent part of his life, "In Canada mining, tunneling, flying and flying planes through blizzards” was an agricultural farm machinery dealer,


Early in the book she gives an account of her childhood on the Dublin/Meath border and makes no secret of the fact that she was “hard reared.” Always a creative spirit she was useless at maths and gives a vivid account of her red knuckles as a result of “Mrs Collin’s leather strap when I couldn’t add or subtract.” She describes Mrs Margaret Collins as, “. . . a large woman in her late sixties who wore an inadequate supporting bra and a very low plunge necked lime green Aran cardigan.”


She was sent to a Brigidine Boarding School where the punishment was unbelievable and the food was inedible; “Disgusting meatballs made from shredded offal and bone.”


She doesn’t pull any punches in describing her job with Dublin Public Libraries she says, "I loved books but it was the bosses I had a problem with.” One librarian bullied her ferociously, “This yoke spent most of the time during the summer months drinking Rose and topless sunbathing in the backyard of the library.”She points out that most of the staff in Dublin’s public libraries was overeducated, “. . . if you were any way creative you were f*cked.”


At one stage Therese Cronan, wife of the poet Tony, took Brighid under her wing and told her, “I feel duty bound to guard you against the social f---kaneers, the phonies, the cruel in tongue who drink in the ‘Horse-shit’ bar in the Shelbourne.”


A patchwork life surely. While being driven through the mountains of Montana by Rich Hall. In his Chevrolet, the sight of John Deere farm machinery, balers and combine harvesters reminded her of, " . . . my childhood in North County Dublin." Her life of writing brought her into contact with, “leprosy survivors, bohemian eccentrics, gamblers, snake handlers in the Appalachian Mountains, farmers in Minnesota, civil rights leaders in Louisiana, boxers. They represented what I cared for all my life, people who knew suffering and survived.”


Suffering was no stranger to the author herself’. Having her sister brutally murdered and her husband Michael Shannon drowned was no picnic. Person of the world though she is, she can be surprised. One such time was when Gareca Browne’s father the 98 year old 4th Baron Oranmore and Browne, who had sat in the House of Lords for an incredible 72 years, “ . . . held a place in his heart for me that was not platonic. . . I absolutely adored him and he adored me, but certainly not in that way.” In his invitation to her to attend his birthday trip to Paris he signed it, ” Your old but loving Rascal, Dom,Dom.”


She didn’t exactly “adore” Ted Kennedy or Kevin McClory or the “ … fierce looking woman with grey hair and a formidable stern face” who turned out to be “some sort of psychologist” and had her sit the Rorschach Test.


Don’t miss this work by and about this woman whose life is in itself an open book.


Details from www.mercierpress.ie


LEFT AT THE LAMB


(I won’t tell you where the title comes from.-- Think Eats shoots and leaves!)


Written by Aidan Cruise and David Harrington with research by the late Kieran Swords and the assistance of many local historians this book is described as “ A flavour of the History and Heritage in the Blessington area” but it is much more than that. If you take Blessington as a centre point and draw a circle with a radius of approximately 18 miles you will have the history, folklore tales and memories of almost everything within that circle. Ice age, Stone Age, Bronze Age, it’s all there. From a 5000 year old dwelling at Humphreystown to a detailed history of the Blessington Steam Tram and from the story of the granite for the Wellington monument to the construction of the Poulaphouca Dam it’s all told in detail and with literally hundreds of pictures within its 305 pages.


Richard Meagher, one of the many readers who are delighted with this work had this to say ,“Fantastic book, got a present of it when back in Blessington on vacation from Nova Scotia, can’t put it down so much great information, will have to read it again.”


It would appear that the first print run flew off the shelves but there is a big demand for a reprint


Co-author and Secretary of the Lakeside Heritage Group, Aidan Cruise can be contacted at ; aidan.cruise@gmail.com


Happy New Year.


See you in February.


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Woo Woo

 


By Pauline Evanosky

Aspects of My Psychic Life

The life I live as a psychic is actually not that very different from the life I lived before I was psychic. I thought it would be so different. Yes, there was that defining moment when I began to channel, but as I grew more into the psychic life, I realized I’d been psychic all along.


I know I’ve written about this before, but it bears repeating. If this is the article that one person needs to read out of the eight billion of us on the planet, then it’s worth writing about. If I had read this article when I was 16 years old, I could have saved about that many years on my own journey. Not that it would have cut any corners, but it would have eased my mind about a lot of stuff.


Over the years, I’ve come to believe that we are all of us born psychic. It’s an ability we have. It’s a sense. But, in order to live in harmony with your psychic abilities, it helps to be taught that it is possible. If you were a person who was born into a community, not just your family, but a community of people who did not speak, then, the likelihood of you being able to talk at the age of 12 years old would be rather slim.


It wasn’t until I was a teenager that I had my first psychic vision of my grandmother, who had passed on years before. It wasn’t like anything I’d ever experienced before. I told my mother about it, and she said the words that finally allowed me to eventually seek out this lifestyle. She said she didn’t doubt at all that it was my grandmother I’d seen. She then went on to explain to me all the different psychic stories she had to tell about my grandmother. What she did not say to me was that maybe I was psychic too.


Perhaps that was my defining moment and not the start of channeling that occurred 20 years later.


I suppose I can say the biggest thing that is different in my life is that I am never lonely. Never. All I have to do is say, “Hi. Will you talk to me?” Some times, I just say, “I need a hug.” It’s enough to keep me going. Granted, there is nothing that will replace the companionship of family and friends, but if you can’t go to sleep and it’s already 2 am, those people are asleep and not available for you to be with. Spirit is.


Am I a quiet person? Yes. I’m a writer. That makes you quiet. You can’t visit with someone while you are writing. It just doesn’t work. Writing is something you do by yourself.


The other thing that is different for me is that now I pay better attention to my gut instincts. It’s especially good when I’m looking for a good book to read, whether it is already on my bookshelves at home or if it is being offered for sale online. It’s especially fun to hear from somebody in Spirit who voices their opinion and says to me, “Yes, get that.”


One thing that I had thought would happen as I became more and more psychic was that life’s questions would finally have answers. What I learned was I had to experience all those different situations myself. Spirit doesn’t tell all. They teach.


I’ve learned, or really am still learning, patience. I have learned about understanding and forgiveness. I’ve learned that envy, jealousy, and hate are harmful and never productive. I’ve learned to heal my own emotional hurts. I’ve learned that healing never stops. I’ve learned that nobody is perfect. I’ve learned that failures are never failures but steps in the right direction.


I’ve learned that positive affirmations are so important to us and that journeys are not huge leaps but many steps.


These are things I never in my wildest dreams would have thought I could say I’ve encountered during the portion of my life where I was psychic. Much of what I imagined life would be like as a psychic has never happened. Being psychic, for me, is much like a comfortable pair of slippers. It just fits. It makes sense. It’s made me a better person.


Here’s something that happened as a psychic. I learned not to be so serious. Life is as fun as a toddler who can’t stop giggling. In fact, the first words Spirit said to me as I struggled to channel was, “Be as innocent as you were as a child.” The next day, I began channeling.


It took me five years of concentrated study to learn how to channel. I’ve seen other people do it in the space of ten minutes. I know if I could do it, anybody can.


Have a lovely holiday season. Give thanks for your life exactly as it is now and how it might be if you were to take the leap and allow Spirit more space in it. Allow yourself to be with the world around you. It matters more than you know.


Thanks for reading and see you next time.


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Sifoddling Along

 


By Marilyn Carnell

Story of An Ending And A New Beginning

An Ending
When I was very young, about the time of the end of WWII, the family of a good friend who died, asked my mom and her two sisters to make a shroud for the burial.


Of course, they agreed, but it had to be constructed that night. Fabric was in short supply, but they found a piece of lavender (a color my grandmother called heliotrope) satin or silk and gathered in my Aunt Etta’s bedroom to cut and sew the garment. I was a mouse in the corner with orders to be quiet and be good.


It was then that they discovered that there was not enough fabric. Panic. Stores closed. What to do? They had to keep their promise. They tried to think of different ways to lay-out the pattern, but there was simply not enough material. They were nearly hysterical. The room echoed with nervous laughter. They my practical Aunt Fannie had an idea. They could make the back of the garment from another fabric. After all, it would never be seen. A quick trip to her house to retrieve some muslin that would complete the project.


Great sighs of relief when it was finished and ready to be delivered to the funeral home the fist thing next morning.


I was only an observer, but it left me with a lifelong aversion to the color lavender.


A Beginning
I recently decided I wanted to start sewing again. I was feeling more energetic and had tidied up my craft room and was reminded that I had many boxes of fabric, sorted by color (no lavender).


My serger hadn’t seen much use since making a gazillion masks to donate in the early days of COVID and I found I could not thread the notoriously finicky beast. After a few attempts, I decided it was time to splurge and buy a self-threading one.


At the store, I was told about a group that makes layette items for newborns in need. Every baby deserves a good start in life, and that mission appealed to me. It echoed a program pioneered in Finland in the 1930’s. Every baby there gets a box of supplies.


I attended a meeting that night where a group of women marked and cut out pieces of fabric to make kits for others to sew. I was given directions to make a diaper bag.


I made every mistake possible from choosing a pretty purple rayon fabric that was so soft it required quilting to reinforce it, to realizing that a folded over finish was too thick for my sewing machine to handle, thus needing a special binding. I finally got it finished and it will soon be on its way to meet the needs of a new baby in the New Year.


Happy New Year!


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On Trek


By Judith Kroll

The Reason people awaken is because they have finally stopped agreeing to things that insult their soul.

This was a quote that came up on Facebook. I got to thinking about it intensely because it seemed to have a message that wouldn't let me go.

I tried to figure out how to explain this in simple terms so that I could explain to others.

I was thinking if I had a daughter who married a man that was always bullying her thru words and poking fun at her, or even subtle remarks to others about her, what would I do? As parents we don't want to interfere with her life, but we feel like maybe we should say something. Time passes, and the jabs and digs are becoming more and more frequent. Something has to happen. Should I or should I not speak to her. If she would ask for my advice I would give it, but if she doesn't ask how long can I keep quiet?

Thru my years of life and experiences I have learned to trust other people's guides, and their true soul self .This is where this quote comes in handy. Our souls experience what we experience, and when it is time, the true soul self begins to awaken the body person. Little nudges, and hints, all at the right time start to emerge.

Can you remember when you started to awaken? Perhaps someone said something that stopped us in our tracks. A sweet gift of a book that gave us the aha moment. A movie on television perhaps that tugged at us.

What can insult our soul? Anything that is not positive for us, or even when we run down ourselves, or when others treat us with disrespect constantly. Also teachings can insult our soul. At one time perhaps we believed it was ok to do something, and later we found it to be an insult to our soul to believe that way.

I personally have had many such teachings pass thru my scrutiny. For example, I use to believe with all my heart that talking to dead people was WRONG. I had scriptures to back it up. I just knew I was right in my belief system. Then one day, I had an aha moment. I now speak to dead people, and it is very healing. This is just my example.

I fully understand that we are all on our OWN personal journey, and so our beliefs are at different levels. At some point we all will come to a full understanding of all that is, but until that happens, we cannot judge another for what they believe. We learn to move forward in our own pathway, helping others, and being helped by others along the way.

What can insult my soul is solely up to me. No one else can judge what that is. It also works the same for others, and we must learn to respect what they believe. We cannot fault a child for not knowing how to drive a car, but we know that someday they will reach that goal. We are all children learning and experiencing life at our own pace. May we find the joys of life, as we continue to strive to meet our goals.

Yours,
Judith
Encore circa 2013


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Wishing Everyone A Happy New Year

 


By Walt Perryman

I’m wishing everyone a premature Happy New Year today,
And my new year’s resolution is to try to live in a Godly way.

I have learned enough to know God is my only solution.
So, getting closer to Him is my only new year’s resolution!

My new Years resolution for the new year 2425.
I will try to get closer to God every day I am alive,

Because when I am with God I have no fear.
So, folks what is your resolution for next year?

©December 2024 Walt Perryman


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Martha and Mike

 

By Bud Lemire

“Wake up Mom, I've come to take you home”
She looked around for the voice, but she was alone
“I came here to be cared for, as I grow old”
“No Mom, that's what your human body was told”

“Home is what you call Heaven, and you'll be free”
“Take my hand, I'll show you all that you can be”

She hesitated a moment, but she really wanted to know
What happens when someone passes, to the soul

“Michael, I'll need my walker, not sure I can walk”
“Follow me Mom, mind to mind is how we talk”
“Without your body, you can do so many things”
Imagine yourself flying, with the most beautiful wings”

“There are some presences, that wish to welcome you here”
“On Earth is a gathering, where their loss will shed a tear”
“Oh my, Michael, there are so many relatives and friends”
“They're welcoming you home, your journey never ends”

“Michael, you have such a bright light around you”
“Oh Mom, it's so much more amazing, than you ever knew”
“It's so beautiful, I think I'm going to like it here”
“You'll never have to worry, about aging another year”

©Oct 19, 2024 Bud Lemire

                      Author Note:

Martha is reunited with her family and friends that had passed away
from Earth into Heaven. She transcended and had a beautiful home
here in Heaven. Her light shined brighter as time as we know here
on Earth moved along. She didn't forget those she left behind. She
would visit them, and watch over them. Even though they couldn't
see her, if they tried real hard, they'd feel her presence in their hearts
and souls. Because this kind of love, never ends.


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Merry Christmas - Tree ?

 

By Walt Perryman

Merry Christmas!

My wife and I had agreed to not have a tree today,
And we had already given each other gifts anyway,

I woke up this morning knowing there was no tree,
But I found one Gift on the table, and it was for me.

But it’s only 4 am, therefore I will wait until sunrise,
Then my wife can watch me open the only surprise

I doubt that Walmart is open on Christmas day.
Maybe I’ll go get her one at the truck stop anyway!

I will tell you the rest of the story tomorrow, if I’m able,
If it was Santa or my wife that left my gift on the table.

But I wanted to wish you a Merry Christmas anyway,
And don’t forget the real reason we celebrate it today.

© December 2024 Walt Perryman


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Sometimes

 

By John I. Blair

Sometimes I’m sure
Her ghost is lingering here,
Talking to me without a sound.

I almost see her
Sitting in her chair,
Wearing a bright and graceful dress.

At such times I wish
I could hear her words,
Take her advice, her sympathy

Or even criticism, so much better
Than nothing, for nothing’s what I get
From others still alive.

©2024 John I. Blair


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'Tis the day after Christmas

 


By Walt Perryman

It’s the day after Christmas and all through the house,
Our dog, Daisy has already woken me and my spouse.

We really had a good Christmas; I can truthfully say!
We did not have a tree or any gifts to return today.

But Jesus was with us in our home and in our hearts!
To have a true Christmas, it only takes those two parts.

We’ll ask God to stay in our hearts every time we pray.
And ask Him to celebrate forever with us like yesterday.

© December 2024 Walt Perryman


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Looking for Spring

 

By John I. Blair

Even in the dead of Winter
When the air is cold and no birds sing
I look each morning for some small sign
That Spring will come.
The buds that cling along bare twigs
Remind me that one day, not so very far away,
The rain and warming air will bring
A rush of new life to everything.
And if I pull aside the dead leaves on the ground,
Hiding beneath may be the green tips
Of Spring bulbs sheltering in the soil,
Holding future glories of color and perfume.
This is an ancient story that never gets old,
That even on a silent Winter day
Spring is waiting.

©2002 John I. Blair
Encore


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Building A Play List

 

By Bud Lemire

I'm building a play list, that I can listen to
Of songs through the years, it's what I like to do
These songs are from 40's, 50's, and 60's too
The 70's through the 2000's, many songs you knew

They strike on a memory, in your life they are dear
Some hit a chord, that will make you shed a tear
I haven't heard that one, in a very long time
Great to hear again, I first heard it in my prime

I bet there are some, that you didn't know
The DJ's didn't play all of them, on the radio
My friend Basil, introduced me to many a group
That music today, warms my heart like a bowl of soup

It's great to hear them again, when I do
I bet these songs, do the same thing to you
Nostalgic to enjoy, and it takes me back there
Music in songs, is always so much fun to share

Sometimes a video is what you'd like to see
I can look back to, when we watched MTV
Now they are on YouTube, for you to watch there
There's so much to see, music will take you everywhere


©Nov 27, 2024 Bud Lemire

Author Note:


Currently I'm putting together songs from the 70's.
But after I am done, it'll be back to the 60's and then
on to the 80's. It's fun to listen to these songs, and
explore new ones. I'm so happy there is so much
great music in this world through the years.


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Christmas Eve in Texas

 

By Walt Perryman

The day before Christmas in the Lone Star State,
People are standing in line and having to wait.

Tomorrow is Christmas, we want to have fun.
We wait until the last day to get things done.

But, sit down this morning before you start,
Take a deep breath and open your heart.

Listen to God in silence for a moment or two,
Forget about all the stuff that you need to do.

Think about what happened 2024 years ago,
Thank God from your heart, before you go.

But don’t forget the reason we celebrate for,
It’s not just about Gifts, but it’s about a lot more.

Now get busy because today is the last one,
If not for last moments, it never gets done.

©December 2024 Walt Perryman


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Looking Back on The Year

 

By Bud Lemire

Looking back on the year, as it ends
A new outlook on life, a new job, and new friends
Another brother left this world, in spirit he'll be
I'll cherish his life, and what he meant to me

Capturing another year of every beautiful scene
Creatures, events, clouds, and everything in between
A love that found me, is deeper than most
An adventure on Skype, which I'll raise a toast

The struggle goes on for a dear friend of mine
She gets through each day, without crossing the line
My health took a downfall, but I got it under control
Fear was upon me, but courage made me whole

Another great year spent at the U.P. State Fair
A great friend, a great concert, a great time we could share
A jigsaw puzzle to work on for Michael and me
Pieces fit together, with friendship as the key

A new year begins, while one year ends
I thank God for his guidance, and for having so many friends
As I end this poem, with thoughts passing through
I will say these words, “Happy New Year To You”

©Dec 21, 2017 Bud Lemire
Encore

Author Note:


Each year of our life, is so very different from the one
before it. And each year that follows is so very unique.
Our lives change with each year. New friends, new
experiences, the unexpected, and so much more.
.


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Step by Step


By John I. Blair

It might make one believe devoutly
In miracles or the power of evolution
That an awkward, upright, fragile
Human like me can walk,
Can step from point to point upon a street-
So marvelous a mobility solution
The sight of it should amaze,
Dumbfound, and delight;
And yet, we barely notice.

Only the very young,
Who must practice how to walk,
Or the crippled or the very old,
Who are losing the ability,
Focus their attention, study details,
The careful placement of the feet,
Flexing of the arches and the toes,
Wiggling the joints, angling the knees,
Linking brain with muscles and with tendons.

It's only when we have to stop and think
That the wonder is apparent.

©2003 John I. Blair
Encore


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Engraved in my Mind


By Bruce Clifford

You can blame it on the noise.
The river of discontentment.
Lost with all your toys.
Bleeding hearts of sentiment.

Engraved in my mind.
Tangled up in space and time.
A river of red in my head.
Memories of all we once said.

You can blame it on the waves.
Pretending the past is still relevant.
All the memories you betrayed.
Lost images I’ll never forget.

Engraved in my mind.
Tangled up in a fast rewind.
Colors dance around in space.
The steps I never wanted to retrace.

Engraved in my mind.
A total lapse of mistaken times.
Dreams of tomorrow and yesterday.
All the things I wish we could say.

You can blame it on the noise.
The river of discontentment.
Lost with all your toys.
Bleeding hearts of sentiment.

©12/11/2024 Bruce Clifford


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Free From This


By Bruce Clifford

Free from this.
Free from that.
Making plans.
The primordial attack.

Learning way.
Space and free.
All that’s left.
It’s only you and me.

Only you and I can get by.
It only matters if we try.
I never wanted to be king.
The heartache it all would bring.

Only you and I could make it high and dry.
It doesn’t matter if this story ends.
I thought we started out as friends.

Free from this.
Free from that.
Making plans.
The primordial attack.

©12/2/2024 Bruce Clifford 


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