Thursday, August 1, 2024

Editor's Corner

 

By Mary E. Adair

August 2024

"The first week of August
hangs at the very top of summer…
like the highest seat of a Ferris wheel
when it pauses in its turning."

– Tuck Everlasting by Natalie Babbitt


We have made it through the hottest portion of summer thus far with June's temps up to 110F. July had a few high 100's, but don't be surprised if this month jumps even higher on the thermometer. Feeling blessed that most of our authors came up with sizzling hot columns and poetry. The televised Olympics held the attention of many of us. (What makes some of us champion watchers rather than champion doers?)


Happily, our issue hasn't suffered from an extra month off between issues although we are missing our columnist  Ara Parisien for August. Still breaking in a new pc very advanced in comparison to our old standby desktop that sometimes rivals the noise of trucks passing by on the street. Lucky to get the new one and determined to retire the workhorse one of indeterminate age.


Walt Perryman's three poems "A Morning Thought about Intend," "Just Rambling This Fine Tuesday Morning," and "Our Police Officers" are like echoes from our own days.. John I. Blair's poems "Dawn Watcher" and "Jewels of  Opar" are valued encores.. We welcome a new poem from the talented John MacGrath titled "Senses."

Bud Lemire's poems are "My Silo Haven," "The Pearl Mist," and "Persnickety." Bruce Clifford's two poems are the current "A Run-Through of Your Life" and "Looking Through." The latter is the very first poem we published of his. "The Trek" is a story in poetry form composed by my extraordinarily gifted late sister Jacquelyn Earline (Carroll) MacGibbon, a name she usually shortened to Jacquie.


Thomas F. O'Neill in "Introspective" delves into the subject of  Intuition. Marilyn Carnell's column "Sifoddling Along" is a tale from her uncle who was a doctor in the Ozarks.  Judith Kroll's column "On Trek" gets into the subject of Spirit being our next transition. "Woo Woo," by Pauline Evanosky addresses a new stage (for her) of being a psychic.


We are pleased to share an encore "Cookin' with Leo" this August which is the month in which he first wrote it. Thankful for the laughs he found to share with our readers and us.  "Armchair Genealogy" by columnist Melinda Cohenour reaches back in time to when she first entered the world of ancestor research and the manner it was accomplished then. Mattie Lennon's "Irish Eyes" column focuses on two spell binding books that are certain to intrigue their readers. He provides some insights for each of them.
 

We are so pleased to carry an article by our co-founder and webmaster Mike Craner although it is seriously written to share "PTSD Awareness." Yes it is a personally defined subject from Mike, a military veteran. There are avenues for relief and understanding comprehension by others.


Pencil Stubs Online co-founded by Mike Craner and your editor, is still going strong in its 27th year because of his original expertise. I continue to express my gratitude to my talented friend and creative webmaster Mike Craner. We place our confidence in him as we have in the past and shall continue doing so.

See you in September!


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Armchair Genealogy

 


By Melinda Cohenour

What Makes Armchair Genealogy So Valuable

A Contrast in Methodology

When your author first became smitten with family history research, the Internet had not yet been fully fleshed out as an organic source of virtually ALL information related to Mankind's documentation of knowledge.


Back in those early days research was largely dependent upon physical records located in diverse places: family records such as Bibles, diaries, letters (to, from or about family members), handwritten or typed trees, and the like; the Genealogy research division of larger local libraries; newspaper clippings concerning weddings, births, obituaries, natural disasters that impacted relatives, etc.; and for certain major categories of research such as military records, historic land sales and a myriad of obscure data serious researchers would trek off to their "local" NARA (National Archives Records Administration) facility. The quotes around LOCAL? Well, that's because even today the nation offers only these fourteen in person research NARA facilities:

  • Washington, DC
  • College Park, MD
  • Atlanta, GA
  • Boston, MA
  • Chicago, IL
  • Denver, CO
  • Fort Worth, TX
  • Kansas City, MO
  • New York City, NY
  • Philadelphia, PA
  • Riverside, CA
  • St. Louis, MO
  • San Francisco, CA
  • Seattle, WA.


Not being familiar with research at the local library level, I was fortunate to have had a cousin reach out in search of her own family knowledge. Joyce Schumacher had contacted our mother who handed off her contact information to my sister Jacquie who provided it to me. Joyce was related through my mother's Joslin line, her great grandfather being a sibling of our great grandfather. She was eager to learn about her Joslin heritage.


Boy, was that a boon to me, a fledgling researcher. Beyond the bounds of the bounteous information available through my mother, my Aunt Linnie Jane, and their mother Carrie Bullard Joslin, I had never traversed the library level of research.


Joyce was pretty familiar with how to do the work once we arrived but lacked the depth of knowledge with which I had been gifted by virtue of the treasure trove handed down to me. Together our disparate knowledge bases were complementary. So we would arrive at our targeted location with printouts of my family dataset. We would select the library index containing the surname JOSLIN, then eagerly trace down all the names to see if one sounded familiar. (As an aside, WILLIAM was an extremely popular given name for all Joslin sons. Woe is me.)


Should we find familiar given names, it was then necessary to use the index to find out where in the library that person's records were to be found. One or the other of us would then be dispatched to pull the appropriate book or folder containing that person's tree and data. Two records at a time was best so each could then digest the data and determine whether or not that person "belonged" to us. Repeat. Ad nauseum.


After exhausting the resources available to us at the local libraries, we decided it was time to visit Mecca - our local NARA.


First it was necessary to determine where that facility existed. We were lucky! I lived in Dallas at the time while Joyce resided in an Eastern suburb of Dallas. We discovered the only NARA in person research facility near us was located in Fort Worth, Texas.


This process proved to be rather daunting. Such a big building. So many areas for various types of dedicated research. Rather overwhelming for a neophyte. Fortunately for me, Joyce had a rudimentary knowledge of how to traverse this facility as well.


First, one needed to determine WHERE to start in search of family records. This involved indices again. A general search for the Joslin surname, then within those lists identification of a familiar given name. This time it was more important to verify the targeted individual by cross checking dates and locales. "When was Elias born? Where? In Missouri? Illinois?" This type process had to be followed with each potential record. Once again, we referred to the printouts for the Joslin branch to zero in on a specific document.


We were provided with handfuls of little scraps of paper which proved to be quite helpful as a place to jot down the name, date, area within the facility that would contain the record or records to be perused, and then to be paper clipped to our profile tree sheet for the individual we hoped to gain information concerning.


We would prepare a master list of names with the title of the type document we sought (news article, BLM or Bureau of Land Management document, military record, or other type and its pertinent source particulars.) Once these possibilities were noted, it was necessary to walk to the area identified as housing each. Once there it was necessary to queue up to speak with the staff assisting in that area. Once finally face to face, the little scrap of paper containing one's notes as to source document came into play. The staff member would use that data to identify the microfiche spool containing that document.


The microfiche spool was marked with a unique identifying code. It was checked out to you much as a regular library would process the loan of a book.


Once in possession of the golden egg - the microfiche spool - one then queued up for a microfiche reader. This could often take quite awhile as all the folks seated at the cubicles housing the readers were as dedicated to their research as we were to our own.


Finally! A potential source of new or as yet undocumented tidbit of knowledge about a "person of interest" listed on our master list and scrap of paper was within our grasp. We had a reader!


But, Oh! Now one realized why the queue had been so long and taken so much time to place a microfiche reader at our disposal. For the search had only just begun in reality. It was now necessary to learn how to operate the reader, basics first, then fledging mastery of managing the speed ... Just fast enough to have hope of reviewing the rapidly blurring pages and just slow enough to read the segment markers and becoming sufficiently adept to actually slow way down to read the page that might contain the article or document referencing the person one HOPED was actually the target ancestor.


Should you actually locate a valid document providing enlightenment about that relative, it was now necessary to use that precious scrap of paper to make note of the exact cross reference given on the screen for that item.


Now, our search for that one piece of information culminating in success, it was time to load the next spool and find the pertinent scrap of paper to have at the ready in case this spool also bore fruit. Several of our spools simply did not provide a valid bit of data. Like panning a stream (much as our ancestors had done) where only one, maybe two nuggets of gold were found.


Time now to concede our microfiche reader to the next in line, gather our scraps of paper representing our only nuggets and join the line waiting at the assistance area.


After what seemed an interminable delay, it was time to check in our microfiche spools. Now we had to await a print out from the spools of our "finds".


Now time to collect our printouts and pay the nominal charge.


We had managed to arrive early to Fort Worth's NARA facility. We had spent a long, tiring (but relatively exciting) day in pursuit of some words on some type document that would help us "know" our ancestor(s). It was now dusk and our day-long search had netted three minuscule, unremarkable bits of data, one for me and two for Joyce.


Contrast that with an hour or two of Armchair Genealogy, where one can enter the name of an ancestor or peripheral personage into the search engine's bar and have hundreds if not thousands of possible types of information pop up, usually with the most likely appearing first.


Seated comfortably at one's home workstation or relaxing on the sofa with laptop or smart phone in hand, zero in on the data you want by quickly narrowing the search by a few well placed words. No cramps from hours of regulating the speed at which blurred pages fly past, fearful of overlooking some tidbit about your long lost ancestor.


Literally millions of documents at our disposal with minimal physical exertion or mental exhaustion.


For me, there is no comparison.


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Cookin' With Leo Encore

 


By Leocthasme


Finger Lickin' BBQ'd Ribs

Well, now that I haven't been bothered with Midsummer night's dreams fer a spell, and my dear Italian Fairy Godmother has took off for the summer for parts unknown, leaving me with a whole new repertoire of "Recipes Fer Texans And Other Assorted Desert Rats" I reckon I better pass them on before she comes back to haunt me or see what I have been doing with her imparted wisdom, whatever. (So far the garlic and medal has worked, however many of my friends have avoided me for some reason or other.) Anyway, here is a nice summer fun BBQ.

First: you will need some nice pork ribs, not them bony spare ribs but them big Texas pork ribs with lots of meat on 'em. Pieces should have about two or three bones in 'em.

Next: soak them overnight in a can or two of (Budweiser, at least) beer with some chopped up garlic in it.

Then: next morning put 'em on the grill and let 'em BBQ about 10 or 12 minutes on each side over some Mesquite. Get 'em browned pretty good, anyway.

Meanwhile, back at the ranch do this: For about 4 or 5 lbs of pork ribs you will need the following for baste and gravy:

    Half stick of butter (real cow stuff).
    6 green onions chopped up.
    2 tblspns flour.
    2 tblspns Dijon mustard.
    1 8oz can beef gravy.
    Juice and pulp of one lemon.
    4 tblspns Chili sauce.
    The left over garlic and beer marinade.

After the ribs are grilled and browned, put them in a shallow baking pan and set the oven to about 400 degrees. Pour the rest of the marinade over them. Let them simmer in the oven while you make your BBQ sauce:

      Sauce: Melt the butter in a skillet and mix the green onions in to sauté for about 3 or 4 minutes. Add the flour and mustard and mix well. Cook on medium heat, stir, and mix well for about 2 minutes. Gradually stir in the gravy, lemon juice, and chili sauce, and cook for another 5 minutes.

Now let's see if them pork ribs got tender while cookin' in the beer. Should be ready for the final treatment.

Pour off any greasy liquid left in the baking pan. Coat the ribs with the sauce mixture and let 'em continue to roast in the oven for another 20 or 25 minutes, and every 5 minutes or so baste them with the sauce, turning them each time.

Want something with them, then break out a couple of cans of baked beans and make up some cabbage slaw. And be sure to keep them Texans cool with plenty of iced-up Bud. (I know they like Colorado Kool Aid in Texas as much as they like to go Wall Martin' but this ol' uprooted Yank is gonna' have to convince them of the finer things in life.)


 

 

LEOCTHASME aka WATCHDOG
Watchin' th' Ribs


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Woo Woo

 


By Pauline Evanosky

This Is a First for Me

I’ve been a psychic since 1993 but haven’t always felt like one. I’ve always felt as if I hadn’t changed a bit, but something started happening long before 1993 that eventually resulted in me landing on a level where I would cautiously say, “I am psychic.”


I can feel the difference between when I was 15 and 20 years later, when I was 35. In the blink of an eye, I went from being an anxious teenager to a person who was afraid of nothing. That’s actually what it takes to become psychic. Had you told me what would happen to me over the next twenty years, I would not have believed you in a million years. So, you need to be fearless.


I can remember once when I was in my early 20s, after Dennis and I had married. We spun out, crossing an ice-covered bridge, and I thought I was going to die. There was no regret. At all. I thought to myself, “I am done. I am okay. I am ready to die.” Obviously, we did not die, but it was interesting to me that I’d always wondered what it would feel like to be on the brink of death. There was no panic. It was an acceptance of whatever was going to come next.


Another rule is to pretend. What you imagine is not going to be anywhere near what actually happens, but the pretending part is necessary. The wonderful thing about that is that everybody on the face of the earth knows how to pretend. It was one of the first things we did as children.


Do you think you waited too late in life to do this sort of stuff? No. You can start anywhere you want, though I recommend being an adult.


Becoming psychic is re-learning how to look at life. First of all, everybody is psychic. It is not a talent or a gift. It is something each and every one of us is born with.


I realize that everybody is psychic to one degree or another. I do know that not everybody hears voices the way I do, and I do have to admit that in the beginning, for the first few weeks, it was a balancing act getting used to it. It took me five years of concentrated work, and it is neither normal nor not normal. I’ve taught people to channel as I do in ten minutes. I spent years learning how to do it, so I know it can be done. It just depends, I think, on how open you are to the idea. I think. Life intervenes as it does, and my progress as a channel has also progressed. I am now comfortable talking to anybody, whether they be my spiritual guides or other folk in spirit who have passed on.


Now, for the first for me.


My husband had a friend who, in the last couple of years, has been in decline. Yes, he was in his eighties, and getting old sucks. It first started with him not remembering to take his medicine. Then, we heard that a nurse would come in to help him. Then, we heard he was being unreasonable. Then, we heard that he had to go into assisted living. George began falling every so often. It was sad to hear of these things happening to George, but I remember the talks he and I would have while we waited for my husband, who George had come to visit. George had the most wonderful stories, and I remember being so comfortable with him that I eventually opened up and told him I was psychic. I don’t think he really believed, but he laughed and said if he went before me, he would come to visit.


Eventually, he fell again and, this time, broke his hip. They had to put pins in him, and from there, it seemed things escalated. It was on a Tuesday that Dennis told me George was dying after he had developed pneumonia. Dennis had visited with him the day before, and George had been gloomy. The next day, Dennis heard from a friend that George was non-responsive. It was the day after that we heard from another friend that the doctors had said George was dying. That was on Friday. Dennis told me, and I was sorry to hear that. All the news about George coming to me was sad and each piece of it was sadder than the time before. I didn’t have anything to say. It was on my mind to say to Dennis if he was going to visit George he’d best get on with it. I didn’t say anything. Dennis knew what to do.


Saturday passed, and Sunday came. I remember I was sitting here in the study writing, and suddenly, George was on my mind. It was startling enough that I stopped and looked around me, wondering why I was thinking about him. It was not just a passing thought. This seemed to be different. I was wondering what he was doing. I looked at the clock. It was ten in the morning.


A few hours later, Dennis came back to the study to tell me George had passed. I asked him when. He said ten o’clock.


It’s been a long-standing sorrow for me that although I can talk to anybody in Spirit, I’ve never been notified of a death. I would only say, “I should have known. I am a psychic. I should have known.”


Now, I knew.


Will it happen again? I don’t know. It might. I’d like to think it would. I know I can do nothing in the world to lengthen a person’s life beyond where it needs to go. That is out of my hands. Totally.


Now, I can say you never stop learning and evolving as a psychic. It was a first for me to be visited by a person who had just passed on. By the way, he is happy now. He says to me, “It’s an interesting place. I feel like I haven’t felt in years.”


Thanks for reading.
Pauline


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Irish Eyes

 

By Mattie Lennon

CEOLTOIRI CHUALANN
AND THE MENSA GUARD.

In 1963 when my peers were all caught up in Beatle Mania I would have my ear glued to Radio Eireann listening to Fleadh Cheoil an Radio which ran until 1968. The mainstay of the programme was Ceoltoiri Chualann. It was founded by Sean O ‘Riada in 1960 and now his son, Peadar, has written


Ceoltoire Chualann the Band that Changed the Course of Irish Music. It is a beautiful hardback which gives the reader in detail the life of this band from its “birth” Sean was a man of not just talent but vision and it is no exaggeration to say that



Ceoltoire Chualann changed the course of our Irish music. Peader O Riada has a wonderful way with words and whether he is describing how Ronnie McShane , who was very close to Sean, made some hurried last-minute arrangements for the visit of film director Stanley Kubrick to the house in Galloping green or giving a list as long as your arm of complimentary adjectives to describe Sonny Brogan you will be riveted to the page. The reader is given a mini biography of each member of Ceoltoire Chualann and many more. Peader also divulges a few tricks of the trade used by his genius father. He gives an account of how, if a harpsichord wasn’t available Sean would, “ask Ronnie McShane to stick a thumbtack in every hammer of the piano on stage so that it sounded a little like a harpsichord.” At times if Ronnie was otherwise engaged Peader himself would be given that job.


A wordsmith in the truest sense of that word Peadar is aware of how a word can change the meaning of any piece of work. Of the oral tradition he says, “ Metered verse was the favourite way to commit this information to memory and changing one word could make a real mess of a passage of information within a generation or two.”


The book includes 148 pages of arrangements and 400 arrangements and 14 pages of scores must be a Godsend to any musician. There is also an index of the band’s list of arrangements,


THE PUPPET MASTERS

Previous works by David Burke have shone a light into some very dark corners of our political past. His two books , Deception and Lies (2020) and An Enemy of the Crown (2022). Deal with an interestimg chapter of Irish life. The Arms Crisis was a political scandal which raised eyebrows in high places in Ireland. Two Fianna Fáil politicians, Charles Haughey and Neil Blaney, and others, were alleged to have broken Irish law in an illegal attempt to import weapons with the assistance of Irish military intelligence, G2, to arm the Provisional IRA. Of the two books Burke, a practicing Barrister, says, “ In those books I set out on the basis for my belief that the endeavour, while a chaotic shambles, was not an illegal operation.” An interesting angle no doubt.


In his most recent work ,The Puppet Masters, his penchant for meticulous research and delving into papers which haven’t seen the light of day for generations shows in every page. A quarter of this revealing work deals with new evidence about the role played by Britain’s Secret Intelligence Service, MI6, and their mole within Garda intelligence, Patrick Crinnion. Crinnion was no ordinary Garda. He was a part-time model and was a member of Mensa. Which means he had an IQ of at least 148 on the Catthel’s scale.


Crinnion’s mother had been in service to the Viscount of Powerscourt. She and her family resided in a cottage on the Bogal Road, Bray, owned by the Powerscourt family. According to David Burke, “Young Patrick grew up in an atmosphere loosely similar to that portrayed in Downton Abbey.


The author lists and quotes from a series of letters written by Patrick Crinnion which he uncovered when research for The Puppet Masters.


First, a collection of letters Crinnion sent to various parties in 1973. Second, a compilation of memoranda, also from 1973, which were written by Crinnion. Burke says, “The latter was supplied to me by a source who must remain confidential.” He uncovers the clandestine activities of Crinnion, who as a Garda intelligence officer secretly served MI6 during the early years of the Troubles. Burke reveals how as the Garda Síochána launched a manhunt for the Chief-of-Staff of the IRA, Crinnion found himself playing a crucial role in the effort to track him down. According to Burke before Crinnion fled into exile (The Puppet Masters reveals what became of him) his actions exposed a web of secrets including those of another British spy in the Irish police, damaging intelligence leaks, gunrunning by Irish politicians, and a cover-up related to the murder of a Garda. The book gives a detailed account of MI6’s shady dealings, from attempts to smear Irish politicians to plans for using criminals as assassins and the secret surveillance of a key IRA member. And Crinnion's entanglements with some of Ireland's top politicians. David Burke sums him up with brevity, “ Crinnion was truly a master spy.”


Ceoltoiri Chualann and The Puppet Masters are both published by Mercier Press.


See you in September.


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Sifoddling Along

 

By Marilyn Carnell

This is a true story, except the names have been changed.


My brother, Simon’s practice as a country doctor in the Ozarks was often like flying a plane – hours of boring routine care for colds, poison ivy, prescribing a tourist’s forgotten birth control pills or removing a wayward fishhook. But something unexpected could make things go sideways. A crisis, usually involving a lot of blood, had to be handled. There were no second chances.


One morning, a very unusual thing happened. The seldom-used back door flew open. Two men stepped inside and pointed their automatic rifles at the staff and patients in the open area. "That sumbitch nearly kilt my son, John, here when he took out his appendix. Then he had the nerve to send him a bill!”


Hearing the ruckus, Simon walked into the situation and eased behind the nurse’s waist-high cubicle. From the corner of his eye, he saw his partner, Dr. Ewing, slip into an examination room and softly close the door. Shit fire. he thought. Now it was solely up to him to deal with this problem.


He kept a loaded pistol in the desk drawer. It was to his left, and of course, he was right-handed. It was a common practice for local businessmen to have a pistol handy. The pharmacy in the clinic meant there was always a chance of a drug robbery. Despite being a crack shot, he knew that using his left hand meant he had to shoot to kill, so he chose a different path.


Simon was a Marine and he knew the men well, so he channeled his old drill instructor and shouted at them. “You bastards don’t be stupid. Put down the GD weapons right now! I mean it. Put the f****g guns on the floor and step away from them.” He had to repeat himself before they reacted.


Apparently used to following orders, they obeyed. The sheriff arrived and took charge. The crisis was over.


The cowardly partner sent for his possessions the next day. He knew better than to face Simon.


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Introspective

 


By Thomas F. O'Neill

I want to take a moment to write about the power of intuition because it has always intrigued me. It is a fascinating aspect of human cognition that can be very powerful in decision-making and problem-solving. The word intuition refers to the ability to understand or know something without the need for conscious reasoning. Highly intuitive people can make quick decisions when there is insufficient time to gather and analyze all the information.


This can be particularly useful in high-pressure or time-sensitive situations. They can also recognize patterns or connections that take time to be obvious. This can help identify trends, anticipate outcomes, or see underlying relationships between different pieces of information. Many highly creative individuals can recognize their intuitive nature and how it plays a role in creative thinking. These people are innovative and allow themselves to make unconventional connections and develop new ideas that may take time to be apparent through logical analysis.


An intuitive mind can be particularly powerful in individuals with high expertise or experience in a particular domain. Years of practice and knowledge can manifest as intuitive insights that guide decision-making. We all have heard the term “gut feeling.” Intuition is sometimes described as a "gut feeling" or a sense of knowing that is difficult to explain. Many people rely on their intuition in situations where they have to trust their instincts.


For some individuals, intuition can also be linked to emotional intelligence, allowing them to pick up on subtle emotional cues or signals that inform their decision-making. I like to remind people that while intuition can be powerful, it is not always reliable and can be influenced by biases, emotions, or cognitive shortcuts. Balancing intuitive decision-making with critical thinking and analysis is important, especially in complex or high-stakes situations.


Keep in mind that the power of intuition lies in its ability to provide insights and guidance that complement more analytical forms of reasoning. It can be valuable in various contexts, from everyday decision-making to creative problem-solving and leadership.


Always with love,
Thomas F O'Neill

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On Trek

 


By Judith Kroll

I am older, wiser, and yet I feel a big part of my past has left.

    My Parents, grandparents, aunts and uncles are gone.
    My cousins are leaving, at a good clip. Classmates, all kinds of people I knew and still love.
    Old age is a blessing, and my paternal grandma lived to be 103. She always found joy in living.
    Time runs out as life goes on this planet.
    BUT....
    Death is not the end. It is a transition from physical to spirit.
    We instantly transition. It is so quick, we don't feel anything, but ZIP...
    In Reality, there is no death.
    My daddy proved that to many when he passed. HE left his body before the body even stopped breathing.
    That's my dad. He has come to me many times since he passed, and shared with me, all my relatives that left this earth as well.
    He sent me a video of all of them together. That made me smile big.
    Life for me is full of loving friends, family, animals, and the forest we live in.
    The bubbling streams on the property are full of life-saving water for all who pass through them.
    The sun shines, the rain falls, the wind blows as usual.
    We are always connected to those who passed before us.
    There is no end. EVERYONE goes home.
    And part of our spirit energy is always in heaven. So are we ever separated? NO we are not.
    Just knowing this brings me joy.

    My past is gone. My life is not.
    Those I love are always around.
    Life is always, it never ends for anyone.
    Love Judith
    6/30/24


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PTSD Awareness

 

By Michael L. Craner

I'll start this off with a few things that trigger me. Most are common, everyday experiences. That's what makes them the hardest to deal with.


Yes, I'm broken, many are. Feel free to chime in with your own examples. I've recently found my best therapy so far is in a VA waiting room. Talking to someone helps a lot. More than I ever believed.

    1) high beams in front or behind me.
    2) cars that charge up behind me and ride my ass.
    3) overpasses with people on top looking at cars going under.
    4) "choke points" with underpasses, large buildings above, no alternate routes of travel. I.e different lanes, alleys, streets.
    5) any sudden loud noise, be it a cough, sneeze, fireworks, or gunshot.
    6) knocks on the door
    7) phone ringing
    8) crowds
    9) smells
    10) bright light


Depression, anxiety, PTSD can be managed but I'm not sure they can ever be cured. Basic common courtesy and understanding and genuine social interaction can go a long way to help people, be they veteran or not.


If someone comes off to you as an asshole, don't be quick to put them in that bucket. They might be jaded or dealing with something and actually need the help of a friendly ear.


Or, put them in that bucket and maybe miss out on the best friend you ever had because you never gave them a chance.


Mike Craner - "The Webmaster" circa Sep 2021


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Jewels of Opar

 

By John I. Blair

When first I found
This misty flare
Of minute pink flowers
And red fruit
I thought to say
“This can’t be real”,

This vegetative miracle
Springing up unbidden
In the garden’s wildest spot,
Half-hidden, protected,
Beside cracked bricks
From Mexico,
Rare beauty in the mud
Of my back yard.

But isn’t that the way
With beauty?
More beautiful
If unexpected,
But always there.

©2018 John I. Blair,


8/22/2018 Encore


 

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Our Police Officers

 

By Walt Perryman

This is to thank Police Officers for the job you do.
And for the sacrifices you make wearing the blue.

You put your lives on the line at work every day,
You do it to help and protect us, not for the pay.

You are trained professionals to do what you do,
Then persecuted for doing what they taught you.

A street thug can fight, cuss and spit in your face,
Yet, you’re scrutinized for spraying him with mace.

If you shoot someone that is shooting at you,
Why are you asked, “Did you really have too?”

Police Officers are being ambushed almost every day,
Thanks for showing up and risking your lives anyway!

And the worry and anguish your family goes through,
All because you’re a policeman doing what you do.

And to the officers that have died and sacrificed all,
And the silence that comes after their ‘last radio call’.

©June 2024 Walt Perryman


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My Silo Haven

 

By Bud Lemire

My Silo Haven, is my home and my heaven
I live eight floors up, from floor number seven
I take the elevator, to get up and down
And ride my bike, so I can get around

When it first opened, only seniors lived here then
It was called The Senior Silo, some remember when
In fact there's one, who was here at the start
Joan is her name, and she has a wonderful heart
I recall her saying “she was young when she moved in”
Now she's a senior, she smiles and says with a grin

I love this Escanaba icon, it's been my home for over twenty years
I am glad to have lived here this long, so I give it many cheers
It's nearby all the places, that I love to be
From the fifteenth floor, there's so much I can see
The boats on the water, coming in to dock
People on the sidewalk, going for a walk

I've made many friends in the time that I've been here, a variety of them I'd say
I spend nights visiting and playing games with them, and I like it that way
My Silo Haven, the Oatmeal box, so glad to call you home
Aronson Island nearby, is one of the places I like to roam
I like living here, I've had some great times here
Met some special people, who are so very dear


©Jul 4, 2024 Bud Lemire

                  Author Note:

I moved in on July 1, 2004, and on July 1, 2024 I've been here
20 years. There's been many changes in staff and residents,
yet they have all turned out good. Met some really great people
here. I have some great memories of years gone by. As well as
shed some tears over some who have passed. In the end, the
friends here, have made living here a pleasure. Thank you.


 

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The Trek

 

By Jacquie MacGibbon

This is a tale of a long-ago time and a faraway place,

And of an ancient, now extinct, forgotten race.

The heroine of the saga I will tell today

Is our own ageless, wise, Clairvoyant, Zomae!

Into the woods the adventurers went,

Following the clues of a message sent.

Received by the guard just minutes before,

The message contained a strange written lore.

The scholars, with their magic to aid,

Knew to delay and the script would fade.

With spells, very formal and secret, you know,

They deciphered precisely where to go.

The message extended an offer to any adventurer so bold

As to come for the treasures of which the message told.

A large group would want to go, they were aware;

And there would be ample for all to share,

A poll of needed talents quickly took place -

The group soon was comprised of every race.

Yet, ere the journey they would begin,

The skills of the Clairvoyant were called in.

Duly consulted, and paid, for her visions so clear,

Zomae said, "The treacherous trek will cost dear.

A word to the wise, before you leave,

Listen, or loved ones will surely grieve.

Remember my warning to listen well,

Lest you find yourself under a spell.

For the wonders that are beauty-filled

Are but lovely lures to get you killed.

To each brave one who goes today,

A boon I grant, to guard your way."

Quickly they gathered all the supplies they'd need,

Then fully armed and alert, they left with all speed.

Following a map, magically crafted with skill,

They soon came upon wonders their eyes to fill.

If they had but listened, they would have heard

The call of a Jay, and then, the Mockingbird.

After that came the trills of a whippoorwill,

Then the forest became deathly still.

Forgetting the warning given by the Seeress Zomae,

Deeper into the woods, they wended their way.

Engrossed with the sprites that ahead quickly flew,

Unaware that the spell of enchantment grew.

Watching the streaks of color with great delight,

They were easily captured, without a fight!

While back at the village, their loved ones wept,

For days had gone by since the group had left.

The decoded message had been copied in ink

And placed with the map to form a link.

The decision was made -- another party must go -

Before more grains from the sands of time might flow.

Consulting Zomae, as the wise always do,

And willingly paying for her words so true.

"Visions came to me last night as I dreamed,

The coded message received is not as it seemed.

The trek is still treacherous and will still cost dear,"

She told us, in solemn tones loud and clear.

"A word to the wise before you leave,

Listen, or loved ones will surely grieve.

Remember my warning to listen well -

Lest you find yourself under a spell.

For the wonders that are beauty filled

Are but lovely lures to get you killed.

To this message, I add one more:

Heed me, as you have always done before.

If on all of your senses, you do rely,

The Specter of Death, you will thus deny!

For the brave ones who go out to bring back

Those companions who fell under attack,

I grant a spell of awareness of one another,

The plot of the message you will surely uncover!"

We listened carefully as she spoke -

And spells of memory, we then did invoke.

Other spells and weapons we carefully chose;

To prepare the group for whatever arose.

The group was glad we had consulted with the wise Zomae,

And were equipped for whatever might come our way.

The battle process well-known, a partner, each did select.

Healer and Fighter -- one to heal and one to protect.

Warily, the warriors split to the front and the back-

And then interspersed too -- in case of an attack.

The mages, defensive spells selected from their magic slate,

Would also cast offensive ones the enemy to devastate.

We would, as Zomae had advised, on all our senses rely

For The Specter of Death, we intended to defy!

Deeper into the woods our group of new adventurers went;

Determined to uncover the true plot of the message sent.

Taking the decoded message and the map that was a link,

We traveled on bravely, almost afraid to blink.

For we were able to see the wondrous, lovely lure;

And, spell-protected, we suddenly knew the cure.

Answering the calls, with the peaceful "coo" of the dove;

We were instantly surrounded--on all sides, and above.

A strange gibberish language these creatures spoke;

So, a spell of "understanding" the mages did invoke.

As we listened to the tale these beings had to unfold,

Our warriors their weapons in their hands still did hold.

The mages, their catalog of spells going through their minds,

Feared this interlude was but a prelude to deadly finds.

The lovely sprites then quickly flew away into the hollow.

The black creatures indicated our group should follow.

Hastening, we went down the hollow and through the wood -

Following closely, as cautiously as we could.

As the furry black creatures led the way up ahead,

The leader of our group turned and quietly said,

"As soon as we arrive at this place,

We may meet deception, face to face.

Our companions they said are well;

But they are each imprisoned in a cell.

To rescue them, a brave plan we must dare

And then we must escape, using great care.

You two, try to lag behind and get free.

We're depending on you to help us flee.

Mark a trail by which we can return

As soon as their secrets we do learn.

Set traps on the trail we've just made

So our retreat will have safeguards laid.

Do this as quickly as it can be done

And be prepared to assist us on our run."

Into their village we soon did arrive -

The adrenaline through our veins did drive;

For the true plot of the message we would soon know,

As each felt the fear of the unknown begin to grow.

When the King of the creatures rose and started to intone -

His body language screamed treachery to the bone!

"Welcome to our homes, brave adventurers bold,

More of your kind we're glad to behold!

Prepare for our guests some food and drink

And a place set aside for them to think.

For to the terms of our treaty they must agree,

Ere them and their companions we will set free."

Under truce but for how long, we did not know.

We must delay the treaty and not let suspicion grow.

The first adventurers, who had gone on before,

Had deciphered these beings' strange written lore.

The coded message had led them to honestly believe

That here a treasure of great wealth they would receive.

The treasures surrounding us did brightly shine;

But for gold and jewels we did not pine.

We must find a way out of this place

And rescue our friends and to freedom race.

Our weapons we were allowed to retain.

Why did these creatures not the weapons obtain?

Perhaps the bright armor and swords were thought

To be ornaments and not a danger to be wrought.

Did the creatures believe us to be under a spell

So as not to be able to wield our weapons well?

Having checked the food and drink for any poisons ill,

We began the repast, each one taking their fill.

Casting about us -- any magic spells to detect,

This place of confinement, we then did inspect.

Assuring ourselves that our isolation was true,

We spoke of the rescue that we now must do!

With secrecy, those trained in stealth left our tent,

To find the cells of companions, they quickly went.

Hearing weeping and sobbing in the night,

They discovered a poor imprisoned sprite.

Robbed of her freedom as well as her song;

For her companions she sorely did long.

The beauty of this creature was absolutely beyond compare;

And, with great sadness of heart, they could only stare.

For the hellish creatures had slashed the wing

Of the lovely sprites' reigning queen.

In a lovely, lilting voice, the Enchantress did say,

"You must free your friends and get speedily away.

You see, my lovely sprites with iridescent wing,

Such melodious, mesmerizing songs can sing.

Enchanting the viewer with their colors bright;

Then charming them with melodies ever so light.

For when the lovely colors flash and the melodies do hum,

By our peaceful spells, the target is then overcome.

All thought of fighting does instantly pall

Leaving only a desire for peace above all.

For when in such a blissful state of mind -

There are no enemies, only friends to find.

These mutant creatures have few spells of their own,

And those are such that no race could ever condone!

The black horde coveted our peaceful spell

To use to put their captives through hell!

For regardless of the torture their captives endure,

No thoughts of retaliation ever occur!

By keeping me imprisoned in this tiny dark place,

The beasts control our spells and mv own winged race.

The treaty they gave you is but a fake;

Their only desire: all of your lives to take.

The vilest of evil these creatures depict -

Heinous torture is their wont to inflict!

They will continue until none of you have breath,

For They are the Servants of the Specter of Death!

So get your companions free and leave this spot;

And thusly, you will foil their heartless plot!

Do not worry about my sprites and me.

Soon we'll win our freedom and flee.

Although our belief is for all life to sustain,

Not one of these monsters, alive, will remain.

Be careful of the maze around the village they set.

They have filled it with miscreants your souls to get.

I'll send one of mv sprites with you when you go;

The spell of tranquillity on those demons to throw.

The secrets of the passages you will successfully find.

Peace between we of the wing and you of your kind!"

Glad for the darkness, they raced over the rocky field.

Finding the prisoners; shocked at what was revealed!

Somehow they had been able to keep one another alive,

Depending on help they knew would eventually arrive,

They still had their weapons and armor and helms too.

But they seemed to be unaware of the damage they'd do.

Although they had no will to attack or even to defend,

On their healing powers they had known they could depend.

Their healing supplies and spells had now all been consumed;

And the torture they had endured would soon be resumed.

Upon hearing the news of this terrible tragedy,

We knew we must implement a daring strategy.

Healing must be given, without raising alarm,

To save our compatriots from continued harm.

For none of those brave ones would be able to go far.

Alas, some might not live to see the Morning Star.

A new plan was devised that this night did take place.

The healthy would be exchanged for the sick of each race;

Done under the cover of darkness and in deep stealth.

Soon Healers began intense workings to renew lost health.

Our companions were free and we could now leave this spot.

But first, to foil the deranged monsters' evil plot.

Our healing herbs and spells helped the Enchantress her health to win;

Beguiling magical music, she and the lovely sprites would spin.

Into cells, spell-protected mages and warriors went,

While the brave ones continued to heal in our tent.

A surprise would greet those savages in the morning;

Our full-fledged attack on the fiends, without warning!

It was as the heavens became lit by the rising sun,

The time the black wretches chose to begin their fun.

Going to release the prisoners from each cell,

They were eager to weave their diabolical spell.

To see them suffer and remain compassionate and kind,

Made those devils more acrimonious torment to find.

Knowing the prisoners would neither attack nor defend,

Their tortures on them the horde would all day expend.

But to their surprise, when they opened the cells,

They were overwhelmed by our magical spells.

Penning and webbing and binding spells cast

Held the majority of those monsters fast.

While magic missiles and lightning and flame bolts struck,

The warriors' enraged blows the creatures could not duck.

Ice, flame and magic storms our mages did throw

As the battle of blows and spells went to and fro.

Soon, the devils' blood their own fur did stain.

Their attempts to escape were quite in vain.

The sprites spun their magical, beguiling spells.

And from the black horde came hideous wails!

Then, our Earth mages, to each black monstrosity left,

Said, as if of one voice, "To you, I Grant the Gift of Death!"

We did not escape unharmed; most of us had some sort of injury;

But our potions, herbs, and spells proved to be the proper remedy.

The great treasures of those devils we duly retrieved

Reward as per the twisted plot of the coded message received.

Our brave companions' fighting spirits had been returned,

This village of abomination, we then thoroughly burned!

Our way through the maze was surprisingly clear,

As the mysterious miscreants did not even appear.

For when the Servants of the Specter of Death had died,

The very existence of the miscreants was instantly denied.

And, for the winged sprites, with their peaceful song,

We would see them returned to where they belong.

When offered a part of the treasures to share,

They refused all, but a few gems for their hair!

Parting the lovely winged ones' company, we went on our way

To greet the other two of our party and glad tidings relay.

They had carefully marked our route to return home,

But warned us to be sure from the path not to roam.

They had seen giant spider webs in the forest deep;

And had been taking turns to get any sleep.

No sooner had they spoken thus,

Than these giant spiders attacked us!

As their strands of webs past our head they did spin,

Their legs tried to wrap us in venomous poison.

Furiously casting spells to repel the things,

While trying to avoid their sticky strings;

Slashing their legs with axe and sword,

We freed those grabbed by the spidery horde.

Triggering the traps that had been laid,

A space for us to depart was safely made!

Down the path we went as fast as we could.

We were most anxious to get out of this wood!

Our village--so dear to our hearts-~was near

And our loved ones could now dry each tear.

Our adventures, our family and friends wanted us each to reate.

Our leader said, "We'll tell our experiences while we celebrate.

But first, we give our gratitude to the Clairvoyant Zomae:

By listening and heeding her advice, we're alive today.

We have returned with gold and jewels and riches untold,

And with each and every one of the adventurers bold!

We are thankful for the full array of spells we had;

And for the weapons with which the warriors were clad.

With each of us fully aware of the other --

The true plot of the message we did uncover.

As the lovely winged sprites their beguiling magic engergized,

Together, we foiled the evil plot those black devils had devised.

No one, on a member of their race, will ever again look -

For the lives of each of those black savages we surely took!

As the wise Zomae advised, we constantly on all our senses relied.

We escaped with Life; thus, the Specter of Death we truly defied!"

© 2000 Jacquie MacGibbon 

Encore


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Senses

 

By John McGrath

You will remember
the tang of fresh strawberries
Plucked from hidden green folds

You will remember
the call of ring-necked doves
pledging their troth at dawn

you will remember
your first barefoot walk
on the sharp pebbles of summer

You will remember
the slow sunset over hawthorn
a last glimpse of gold

You will not forget
the sweet scent of a lover’s neck
nuzzled.

© 2024 John MacGraft


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The Pearl Mist

 

By Bud Lemire

The Pearl Mist came in to dock, it's been here once before
It docked behind the library, right next to the shore
The Escanaba City Band was there, they played and sounded great
Welcoming this cruise ship, to this Yooper estate

Two Hundred And Ten passengers on six decks, watched the band play
As I took pictures from my window, on this special Wednesday
Mayor Mark Ammel, presented to the Captain a key
That opened the door to Escanaba, so welcoming and carefree

Made in Halifax, Nova Scotia in Two Thousand Fourteen
It travels around the Great Lakes, and is widely seen
Its voyages take it around Ontario, Wisconsin, and Mackinac Island too
Traveling the cities on the Great Lakes, on the water so blue

On board are musicians, historians, and naturalists as well
Enjoyment for the passengers, whether it's hello or farewell
I listened to the Escanaba City Band play a song or two
I smiled as I am happy, to live right where I do

The buses came, to bring the passengers somewhere
Around Escanaba, to see what all was there
As I gazed out my window, from my Harbor Tower View
I saw some of the passengers, all waiting in queue


©Jul 7, 2024 Bud Lemire

                    Author Note:


This was the second time this year that the Pearl Mist docked here.
It usually stays a day and then heads out again later.
I was able to take advantage of this day taking many pictures.


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A Morning Thought about Intend

 By Walt Perryman

I am not even near as young as I used to be!
But intending to get stuff done is killing me!

I am retired, but I stay busy doing nothing,
You’d think I would accomplish something.

I have been cleaning my barn out for 7 years,
It is still not done, and this increases my fears.

I have good intentions as does almost everyone,
But I - my good intentions never get anything done.

I don’t know how I stay so busy doing nothing,
Today, I intend to not intend and do something.

©June 2024 Walt Perryman


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Looking Through

 

By Bruce Clifford

Looking through a crack in the window
To the other side where things are real
Out there somewhere hidden in the night
A cold example of how I feel

Is this the start of a passing phase
A cruel reminder of a destructive age
Can you help me ease this pain
The world around us is driving me insane

Looking through a bottle that's fallen
In the shadows of time and glass
In the silence there are kings that were broken
Not long ago in the past

Is this a part of what used to be
A forgotten reminder of us fighting to be free
Someone help me get out of this place
This can't be the path we were born to trace

Looking through a mirror that's shattered
To the future where I think of you
Memories are made as time and space are considered
There's still so much that we have left to do

Is this the world we were sent to save
A visual reminder of the dead mans grave
Looking beyond what has to be
Looking through you and looking through me

I keep looking through you
I keep looking through me
I keep looking through
Whatever I see

I'm looking through love
I'm looking through hate
I keep looking through
All that's great

Now I'm looking through all these tears
And I'm looking beyond all the years © 6/01/2000 Bruce Clifford
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Dawn Watcher

 

By John I. Blair

While dawn breaks
The finches, redbirds, blue jays,
Chickadees, doves, nuthatches

Flock to the feeders
Finding provender
Whose origin they never ask.

After all, as they hop
From opening to opening,
What possible link

Could they make
With the face in the window
That watches intently,

Blinks drowsily at their task,
Yawns
And smiles?

©2022, John I. Blair, 7/19/2022
Encore


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Persnickety

 

By Bud Lemire

Why are people so persnickety, I'd really like to know
Why can't they just accept the outcome, and then let it go

You could say, fastidious is the word
It's gotten to the point, of being absurd

You've got to understand, not everyone will be like you
You may think you're better, but it's simply not true

What you know, may be more knowledge than the rest
Change the subject, and they just might know the best

Accept them, accept you, let all things just be
Let things be as they are, that really is the key

Some people that you know, think it's very impolite
To tell them they are wrong, and that you are right

© June 5, 2024 Bud Lemire


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Just Rambling This Fine Tuesday Morning

 

By Walt Perryman

When you think you have the world by the tail,
Think again, something is bound to fail.

Sometimes a failure can be a stepping stone,
To more treasures like you have never known.

The answer would be to put God in your heart,
And learn from your failure and get a new start.

If you truly ask God with a heart that is true,
To help you find happiness, He will help you.

©July 2024 Walt Perryman


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A Run-Through of Your Life

By Bruce Clifford

You gave me a run-through of your life in a paragraph or two.
All the empty spaces remained distant and out of view.
I’m trying not to cry, but what else can I do.
I don’t think I could ever handle all the hurt he put you through.

Your words were so casual and totally out of sync..
All these years went by in a forgotten scattered wink.
I’m trying to ignore, but I don’t know how to think.
You gave me a run-through of your life in a hurry in a blink.

All I remember is how we used to be.
How we used to be.
A run-through of your life

You gave me a run-through of your life in a moment late at night.
When awake in the morning I read your email with excitement and delight.
I tried not to scream, but all these feelings began to take flight.
I’m not sure I could ever understand why you thought I would be all right.

©7/11/2024 Bruce Clifford


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